The Truth Shall Set You Free
But in reality I am not sure that’s the case at all.
For what DOES the truth do when you find out the ‘God-awful truth’ about certain things...
For me it keeps making me physically ill every single-friggin’ time I find a new thing out about my ex – that happened while we were together…I mean to me finding out just how much he put me at risk is unnerving...
It also does strange things to your psyche, you self-esteem, your trust...for if you find out your entire life up to that point has been based on lies told to you by someone you trusted then unless you are ‘rock steady/solid’ in your own sense of self it can knock you on your ass...
So sometimes I have to wonder if in the end we are better off knowing the truth or if we’d simply be better off living in fantasy land...
Just musing kids…pay no mind...in ‘reality’ I know what the answer is...but there’s no ‘spoonful of sugar’ big enough to swallow some things...
For what DOES the truth do when you find out the ‘God-awful truth’ about certain things...
For me it keeps making me physically ill every single-friggin’ time I find a new thing out about my ex – that happened while we were together…I mean to me finding out just how much he put me at risk is unnerving...
It also does strange things to your psyche, you self-esteem, your trust...for if you find out your entire life up to that point has been based on lies told to you by someone you trusted then unless you are ‘rock steady/solid’ in your own sense of self it can knock you on your ass...
So sometimes I have to wonder if in the end we are better off knowing the truth or if we’d simply be better off living in fantasy land...
Just musing kids…pay no mind...in ‘reality’ I know what the answer is...but there’s no ‘spoonful of sugar’ big enough to swallow some things...
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