The hard candy shell of life

A misnomer...kinda.

I had a lovely (birthday) weekend. Yes there were some bumps in the road.

I always get kind of sad/let down around my birthday. I hate celebrating birthdays. It’s not that I feel old or anything I just don’t like them.

Thanks again to all of those in my life for all the blessings you bring to me. Liam we missed you on Sunday

I’ve been worried about some things lately/upset over some things – mainly they center around relationships...yeah, what else is new. Things change, perhaps they evolve, tenderness get replaced by a hard/shiny candy shell – sometimes it cracks open and the tenderness is revealed again…sometimes not...

Yesterday, not long after arriving at my office, I found out my co-worker – she whom I usually referred to as Eyore, passed away over the weekend. She was miserable most of the time – and my hope and prayer is that she is at peace.

She will be missed, even though she was frustrating as hell to deal with.

Unfortunately, because we are now short her help, my life is soon going to become more hellish at work – which is OK –hopefully, they will find a replacement for her.

I forgot to get my driver’s license renewed, tags etc...oh well...later I suppose...

I walked around all day with huge run in my stockings…don’t know how it got there...

I had to teach last night and didn’t even feel like participating – I was ‘out to lunch’...I apologized to my students...

I had a migraine most of the day.

Life goes on.

Dark chocolate, I need some of that, preferably sans the hard candy shell.

*sighs*