Today's Headache....

(....brought to you by the letter 'N' and the song 'Sugar, Sugar' by the Archies)

Bleh...

Woke up with a headache (due to most likely the spring seasonal allergy thingy….) – I hate waking up like this…

I LOVE waking up with Erin – what’s weird here is I have NEVER loved waking up with anyone in my entire life – most people it’s just like – you do your thing, I do mine – leave me alone….etc. But with Erin somehow it’s different.

Anyway came into work – had the place to myself – some quiet time and then BAM! The nurse I work with comes into the office like a fucking white tornado and has been ranting ever since – sop now I have a migraine thanks to the stress being piled on top of the allergy-induced headache…WTF. All because no one would pay attention to her at a mtg – yes I feel her pain – but throwing a tantrum to me isn’t going to help anything and only may indeed underscore why people don’t want to listen to her – I myself hate people throwing tantrums – it’s one of my pet peeves...

So last night I broke down in front of Erin – cause I am just tired….I just get to a point where I want everyone to leave me alone – it’s not weakness per se – it’s just craving solitude – wanting the asshole-permeated world to just implode...wanting those that seem to want to ‘hold on’ to me and those that are negative/ill-wishing idiots to leave me alone...

More importantly, last night, I got to talk with Erin – he himself had things to share with me – revelations that are important and incredibly personal and I am at once humbled and honoured that he’d choose to share with me...so much respect and love between the two of us – sometimes it boggles my mind...

At any rate I have an interview today at a raquet club to discuss teaching Yoga….hopefully it will go well. Afterwards I will get to see K – play soccer and after that, E – and I are planning to do something ‘fun’ – but no matter what that ends up being – the fun will consist of being with him...

Now, if only I could lose this headache...