This sucks....seriously

*I* had to cancel MY OWN surgery....

I am really fuming - really....the incompetence of people just astonishes me at times....

This could be serious (I am hoping and praying it isn't) - and if it is of course I will do what I do best (whine, Colette??? *giggles*) - no, suck it up and deal with it...OK so I may make some noise in the meantime but that's OK...right? It's OK for us to make some noise it's how we (and others) know we're alive....

More later - that is when I get through breathing a little and tyring to keep it all in perspective....

Still.....Gosh Dambit!!!!!!