Desire...

My brain is cloudy today…in a bit of a fog.

Thanks in part to having a ‘conversation’ last night, a very nice conversation.

This 5 hours of sleep though just does not cut it…I need more sleep – but then I can’t sleep when I am restless. My head full of thoughts, my body aching to be close to the one I love.

Too many years of sleeping alone – so that when finally I find someone my urges begin to whisper in my ear. Perhaps this is all making me a bit selfish. It’s like a starving person invited to a banquet. Yours eyes end up being bigger than your stomach.

We are both busy, people. We both probably have things we ‘should’ be doing. I don’t want to ‘ask’ for things and add to the pressure – but I want what I want.

Desire is a harsh mistress, and she is hungry.