Scatterings...

You know it’s funny. I have some days where I am just so focused and others where it’s like meh…

Today is meh….definitely…

I don’t know why either. Last night Erin and I went to church (adoration) to pray – and usually that helps – but it really didn’t seem to...

What is the matter with me? I feel so out of sorts and so very disconnected and I don’t know why.

Part of me wants to just scream with all of this. I know part of why I am feeling this way – but I can’t do much about the situation. I want to feel like I did before but that seems so far away and distant. Something has shifted and I can’t even put my finger on exactly what that is...

I have so much going on – so much that I need to be doing yet can’t because of certain situations…so I am at a loss there too…

Right now things just seem really, really out of sorts.