Meanderings...

...of my distracted mind...

Weird. How just out of nowhere 'HE' will suddenly pop into my mind - flitting around like a butterfly and then just as suddenly 'HE'S' gone....

The feeling left behind is one of warmth and happiness mingling with a little bitter-sweetness because I know nothing is ever going to come of this...but I'm OK with it...I've made my peace with it...I just can't let myself get too close to that edge anymore....