Monday, August 21, 2006

This is for no one...in particular

I am feeling like crap. My ‘allergies’ if that’s what THIS is, are completely out of control. I spent another sleepless night – when I can’t breathe at night I don’t sleep….
My head aches, my eyes are watering and somehow I have to muster the energy to teach a class tonight after work.

I am feeling out of sorts, bordering on angry, moody, lethargic. It’s from lack of sleep, lack of other things – the danger involved in getting used to something I suppose...

Therein lies the rub – ‘getting used to things’ becoming self assured, self absorbed, complacent, old-hat...

Perhaps you begin to feel you are ‘owed’ something or that things should be ‘just so’.

It’s all an illusion and a dangerous one at that.

What am I doing here anyhow? I scarcely know anymore...

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