You can never go back to the scene of a perfect crime
...or so I thought.
Today was spent lazing around a little. Went to breakfast with my son's father. Worked out; came home, showered, then went to check on my boyfriend's cat. Poor little thing she was so attention starved. Hung with her, fed her, loved on her and then left.
When I got home Mr. C called and asked me what I did with the sun because we could not go out and frolic....we hemmed and hawed about what to do...then he told me to just come over and pick him up.
I did and we went to some stores...then we went to eat. When we got through with dinner, the sun was out and it was gorgeous and he asked if I wanted to go to the beach.
And so we drove out to the Headlands of Mentor Lake and walked along that same stretch of beach where we had not been since that fateful day in March where I blurted out my feelings for him and he told me of his little China girl - that he was going to bring here to marry.
So we walked along, 'frolicking' the surf pounded and we took off our shoes and walked close to the waters edge - getting our feet wet and me getting completely soaked...it was wonderful. The sun was beginning to get lower in the sky and we walked and talked and laughed and got even more wet ....the sand and the water felt good - I was almost wanting to dive into the lake...(and, considering how wet my pants got, I should have...luckily it did not turn into a wet t-shirt contest).
It was such a different scene from that cold day in March of 2005 when I had left my heart out there on the beach and felt like I'd finally grown strong enough to give it to someone only to have it handed to me...in the end it was a gift (I just didn't know it at the time)...and now the love in my heart is being given to the person I am SUPPOSE to be sharing it with...
Mr. C is a wonderful friend and I am so lucky to have him in my life. He is good counsel and incredibly honest and kind to me. I am not sure what I would have done without him in my life..besides repeating the same perfect 'crime' over and over again...I am so much better now.
Thanks Mr. C I will 'frolic' with you anytime
XOXOXO
^_^
Today was spent lazing around a little. Went to breakfast with my son's father. Worked out; came home, showered, then went to check on my boyfriend's cat. Poor little thing she was so attention starved. Hung with her, fed her, loved on her and then left.
When I got home Mr. C called and asked me what I did with the sun because we could not go out and frolic....we hemmed and hawed about what to do...then he told me to just come over and pick him up.
I did and we went to some stores...then we went to eat. When we got through with dinner, the sun was out and it was gorgeous and he asked if I wanted to go to the beach.
And so we drove out to the Headlands of Mentor Lake and walked along that same stretch of beach where we had not been since that fateful day in March where I blurted out my feelings for him and he told me of his little China girl - that he was going to bring here to marry.
So we walked along, 'frolicking' the surf pounded and we took off our shoes and walked close to the waters edge - getting our feet wet and me getting completely soaked...it was wonderful. The sun was beginning to get lower in the sky and we walked and talked and laughed and got even more wet ....the sand and the water felt good - I was almost wanting to dive into the lake...(and, considering how wet my pants got, I should have...luckily it did not turn into a wet t-shirt contest).
It was such a different scene from that cold day in March of 2005 when I had left my heart out there on the beach and felt like I'd finally grown strong enough to give it to someone only to have it handed to me...in the end it was a gift (I just didn't know it at the time)...and now the love in my heart is being given to the person I am SUPPOSE to be sharing it with...
Mr. C is a wonderful friend and I am so lucky to have him in my life. He is good counsel and incredibly honest and kind to me. I am not sure what I would have done without him in my life..besides repeating the same perfect 'crime' over and over again...I am so much better now.
Thanks Mr. C I will 'frolic' with you anytime
XOXOXO
^_^
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