Reverberations...

Before I talk about what happened last night I’d like to say something – only because I need to unload a bit – at one time this actually mattered to me...

You know...

I guess I just will never understand – how you could have ever possibly wanted me to stay ‘inside a box’ for you – or for any reason for that matter – I thought you knew me – I thought you realized I wasn’t a typical woman or an ‘ordinary’ person, and in some ways it hurts me that you expected me to be so.

No matter. I refuse to fit into your preconceived ‘idea’ of where my beliefs should lie – the fact that I am independent and a free thinker should be enough – if not well...too bad I suppose. Your loss.

I am just surprised that someone who claims to be so intelligent could all of a sudden turn into such an ‘inside the box’ thinker.

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Last night in order to rid ourselves of the negative energy that has been permeating lately, Erin and I performed some minor ‘rituals’.

One of them was to burn some letters/e-mails from the negative people in our lives – it felt really good doing that. Like our own reverse voodoo dolls in effigy. The one letter died a screaming, hissing, sputtering death – LOL – much like its author –lots of noise – no substance...

So now to move forward with a fresh outlook and let go of the past...

I’ve learned it’s important to not let the reverberations of other people’s negativity take over your life – they won’t win – but I do wish them peace, as I release them from my life, my imagination, and even my heart.