The wheel turns...
Time marches on, changes come, and, sometimes life just hangs in the balance.
Tonight I am going to be without my love by my side in our bed for the second night in a row...he finally gets home tomorrow....I've missed him.
I have a headache - it's been a rough couple of days - beginning at the end of last week with the fiasco that has seemingly turned into my wedding plans...more on this later - I want to give the idiots a chance to right things before I publicly vent.
While Erin's been out of town I am for all intents and purposes 'watching the kids'. That in and of itself is not so difficult - they are amazing children and very well behaved. Their schedule unfortunately, is not my schedule so they've had to get up earlier than usual which was kind of tough for all of us this morning.....but I am hoping tomorrow they do better.....
I also had to teach tonight which kind of threw a wrench into their mom's plans as she had to pick them up, but, luckily, she and I seemed to work it out - I am sure she was not totally thrilled but it could not be helped and we have a lifetime of this kind of crap ahead of us....so we'd better try and be as nice to one another as possible mainly for the sake of the kids....
Last night my dreams were wild, noisy (yes it was weird), disjointed, bordering on somewhat bizarre (for me at least), very unlike my own usual dreams...
So... I am wondering if my love left his dreaming cap behind along with the lovely note I found waiting for me on my pillow before I turned in for the night.
I long to find myself in his arms again....and tomorrow (although it will be late night when he finally gets home) can't seem to get here soon enough.
Tonight I am going to be without my love by my side in our bed for the second night in a row...he finally gets home tomorrow....I've missed him.
I have a headache - it's been a rough couple of days - beginning at the end of last week with the fiasco that has seemingly turned into my wedding plans...more on this later - I want to give the idiots a chance to right things before I publicly vent.
While Erin's been out of town I am for all intents and purposes 'watching the kids'. That in and of itself is not so difficult - they are amazing children and very well behaved. Their schedule unfortunately, is not my schedule so they've had to get up earlier than usual which was kind of tough for all of us this morning.....but I am hoping tomorrow they do better.....
I also had to teach tonight which kind of threw a wrench into their mom's plans as she had to pick them up, but, luckily, she and I seemed to work it out - I am sure she was not totally thrilled but it could not be helped and we have a lifetime of this kind of crap ahead of us....so we'd better try and be as nice to one another as possible mainly for the sake of the kids....
Last night my dreams were wild, noisy (yes it was weird), disjointed, bordering on somewhat bizarre (for me at least), very unlike my own usual dreams...
So... I am wondering if my love left his dreaming cap behind along with the lovely note I found waiting for me on my pillow before I turned in for the night.
I long to find myself in his arms again....and tomorrow (although it will be late night when he finally gets home) can't seem to get here soon enough.
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To quote an old cigarette brand, which I'm not even sure they make anymore, "You've come a long way baby!"
It's amazing the healing power of a good love.
I've been experiencing that myself recently.
*Big Hug*
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