Tuesday, January 22, 2008

It all began with a poptart...

...and it's gone downhill since...

The new job sucks - seriously sucks. My diet is a mess....I am not eating right - not exercising enough - but that's going to change damn it.

I feel awful in so many ways about so many things right now - but who the fuck is counting. I am angry about things as well and trying to shove the anger so far down inside of me that I feel numb at this point - I can't tell you how badly I want to just explode.

I have things to write about but I am almost too angry, even worse, too apathetic. I want to crawl into bed and sleep this off like it's some kind of hangover. I feel despairing - almost to the point of surrender - but I just can't do it. I want to start this year over already and it's barely begun....

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