Stormy Weather
Yeah...
This past weekend was probably one of the most trying of my current relationship.
I said some really stupid things and we fought. I am certain that this happens all over the world to people everywhere - but when it happens between you and the one you love with all your heart - well let's just say I was (still am) heart-sick over everything.
We've both been under a lot of stress lately and I guess the cracks are finally beginning to show.
Before a certain asshole I know begins rejoicing, I want to say we've more than made up and we are still madly, passionately in love.
Sure there's some residue...we are, I think, trying to be more careful with each other - we both realise how precious our love/relatonship is. In my heart I know this man is what's best for me; I realise how lucky I am to have him as a part of my life and I still rejoice that he loves me, wants me, wants to marry me...
I know that I am not the easiest woman in the world to deal with - I've described myself using the Stevie Nicks lyrics: 'I have never ever been a blue, calm sea...I have always been a storm.' It's true. I am stormy, and weathering me at times can be draining and difficult. I am not trying to apologise for my very nature for I can't - I am that I am - I am just hoping (hopeful) that the wonderful man in my life feels I am worth the bother.
This past weekend was probably one of the most trying of my current relationship.
I said some really stupid things and we fought. I am certain that this happens all over the world to people everywhere - but when it happens between you and the one you love with all your heart - well let's just say I was (still am) heart-sick over everything.
We've both been under a lot of stress lately and I guess the cracks are finally beginning to show.
Before a certain asshole I know begins rejoicing, I want to say we've more than made up and we are still madly, passionately in love.
Sure there's some residue...we are, I think, trying to be more careful with each other - we both realise how precious our love/relatonship is. In my heart I know this man is what's best for me; I realise how lucky I am to have him as a part of my life and I still rejoice that he loves me, wants me, wants to marry me...
I know that I am not the easiest woman in the world to deal with - I've described myself using the Stevie Nicks lyrics: 'I have never ever been a blue, calm sea...I have always been a storm.' It's true. I am stormy, and weathering me at times can be draining and difficult. I am not trying to apologise for my very nature for I can't - I am that I am - I am just hoping (hopeful) that the wonderful man in my life feels I am worth the bother.
Labels: Love, Relationship
posted by Colette at 7:39 PM
2 Comments:
"Your thoughts are what frighten you. Choose to change them, and the fear is gone. Your thoughts are what cause you to be frustrated, angry, disappointed, impatient and uncomfortable. And your thoughts can also take you far away from all those things. For your thoughts can transform anger into forgiveness, disappointment into determination, discomfort into inspiration, and fear into love. The choice is always yours".
-- Ralph Marston
'Larry' (LOL - if that's your REAL name),
Thanks for stopping by and thank you for the kind and positive words you leave here.
Blessings to you and yours always
Colette
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