The plot thickens

I mean I just can't believe this anymore. It's like I am in a nightmare - I am the main source of the hideous monster's wrath - and, I CAN NOT WAKE UP!!!!

So here goes...I get an e-mail letter/apology from the guy who was the boyfriend of the slut my husband was seeing....and he tells me that perhaps I was right after all.

Let me back up a bit for those of you in the viewing audience...you see I am the poster woman for that quote: 'hell hath no fury like a woman scorned...' and so when all of this happened with our lovely young slut - I wrote to her boyfriend - goddess I am such a bitch...anyhow in my letter to him - (which was actually forthright and apologetic - but again here I feel that I was justified because why should he not know what HIS girlfriend was doing behind his back...and ok yes I was angry...etc.) - I told him about what I found out and of course he wrote me back stating that no I must be wrong...that HE would know if they were more than just friends. Of course he also added that at that time they were no longer seeing each other

According to this young man in his letter, it turns out that my ass of a husband had bragged to this young man's professor at CWRU about having sex with the slut...so this young man decided to write to me and apologize to me for her behaviour as well as for his lack of compassion and understanding for my feelings. Apparently he had himself just found out about this from his professor - I guess the professor felt it was 'safe' to tell him. I want to add in here htat I find this you man to be brave and a rather exceptional person.

WOW

Did I feel vindicated? You bet! But I was also numb, because even though it's like rubbing salt in an open wound - how much more can I really be hurt?

OK so I go back to my husband - who believe it or not is still claiming that he did not sleep with this young woman (yeah ok)...and my husband tells me that he lied about everything (which gee I think we have established he is a liar) and there is a real 'good' reason why he did not sleep with her but it is none of my business...

So now I am seething and telling him fine we can just settle this all in court - and my husband decides to 'tell me' the secret. Turns out that our poor little homewrecker really is a slut (again geez I think we have established this already too) - no I am not kidding folks - with a capital "P" for Prostitute....that's right she was prostituting herself to pay her bills (again this is according to my husband - who is the biggest liar on the face of the planet) - and THAT IS WHY HE DID NOT HAVE SEX WITH HER - I don't know if anyone out there is reading this...if you are can you please either wake me up or explain this to me - or hand me a gun or something???

So now - Colette is sick to her stomach and losing her tenuous grip on reality and if there is a God/Goddess - please please end this OK? 'Cause I work on the 11th floor of a building and those big windows are looking better and better to me....

I just can't take this anymore.