Apparently...

...my dreams are for sale to the highest bidder...

You see I had a job offer on the table - and it was a job I wanted to take. Unfortunately, they offered me $8,000.00 less than I am currently making - a huge paycut. And while the offer included some great perks, I simply can't afford to take that big of a cut. There are just too many things I need right now - like another car....

What irks me is in talking with 'friends' their commentary was basically: "Well you are married now, let your husband take care of you..." - I feel like screaming. What a sexist thing to say...sure it would be nice to be able to do just that - but I'd also feel like I was using him.

Oh well...

I'd like to blog about the fun I had the other night and perhaps I will - when I am not feeling so down.

So...what do you do....

When aside from maybe 2 people, you'd rather have bamboo shoots shoved under your fingernails than to hang out with women?

I don't want to come across as being anti-feminist - however - if the Manolo Blahnik's fit - go figure.

Women are (a lot of the time) catty, bitchy and just plain no fun....

SO why is it that seemingly the only people I have that I want to hang out with (when I am not with Erin) are men - and is that a bad thing? What the hell is up with this?

Goddess help me - I really need a break here and I need some down time...really I do - I am at such a breaking point right now it isn't funny...

*sighs*

Sorry 'bout that...

Carry on.