(EDIT: My life actually IS different - I am not dealing with the EXACT same shit - but there are still things I'd rather not deal with - read on....)Actually our New Year celebration was very nice. We went to an open bar, decent dinner, DJ & dancing, champagne toast and continental breakfast at our local parish social hall and met another nice couple - hopefully we will get to see them again. We then went to a nice hotel (which has a lovely Victorian feel to it), where we rang in the New Year intimately. I was so surprised, Erin had gone there earlier in the day to check us in and he had set the room up...there were tulips in a vase, more champagne, fresh coffee for in the morning and a note from my wonderful hubby waiting for me...
I love you Erin.
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Just got back from being out with my siblings and with my love seeing a great local blues Band (
Colin Dussault's Blues Project ). I have been going to see Colin off and on since the early 90s...his act has changed quite a bit and evolved over the years (for instance, I never thought I'd hear him play Led Zeppelin or Reggae) - but he still smokes it on his harmonica and his band is tight - We Love You Colin!
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Ready to kill some people - and figure out a way to hide the bodies...but seriously...the people who thought 'No child left behind' was a good idea...mothers who can't seem to figure out how to discipline themselves let alone their children...and the institution of divorce...yes that's right I said institution of divorce. I have never in my entire life felt more like 'Molly in the Middle' than I have of late...
Yeah. Remember (if you are old enough) that stupid musical thingy called 'Up with People' - well I think it's time for 'Down with People' - hell let's go to the extreme here and simply bring back the Coliseum and instead of 'Christians' we'll just throw idiots to the lions...
I had the day from hell (just during the day) - the job took a weird turn and after this morning's rough start I just didn't feel like dealing with the shit....still don't but we'll see - the idea of just leaving it all behind to live in the wilderness is sounding so good...
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WHAT.THE.FUCK. is up with bimbo-bleach-blond-botox-injecting-nip-tuck-queens who think that because they are all that, while cavorting around with a man who looks old enough to be their grandfather, simply because he obviously paid for such accoutrements, drives a corvette or some such shit, but is still bald and his penis is still small - why do they think it is OK to be so rude - does 'fake' beauty now buy you a get out of jail free card on the rudeness front? I am somehow getting too old and too impatient for people
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Anyhow...
Meanwhile my cat 'Spud' sits here contemplating the existentialism of meat....
So it's almost 4AM (Do you know where your children are? Sorry wrong conversation...)- and back in the day I used to be up like this writing - more like lamenting my lot in life - what's really changed? Well most evenings I have an incredible husband to snuggle with, and really even though there is crap going on in my life that I wish were not happening I am still blessed, madly in love, and hopeful for the future and I could not say that way back when...I knew there was always light at the end of the tunnel - but the darkness seems so pervasive....
Did I say I love you Erin?
I am off to bed soon...and it's been snowing wOOt and I can not wait to go play in the snow.
Labels: 2009, Life, Random thoughts, Rants
